Sneaking

Finding time to be alone together is our greatest challenge.  We have become very creative in finding a few moments here and there to at least tell each other of our love.  Texting has become a life line, and without it, I am sure we would not survive.

Let me tell you of some of the ways we sneak and plan to find time...

During the summer, we would meet out back in a small wooded area.  Jacob would arrive from one direction and I the other direction.  We would bring a blanket and lay down in a little hollow, in hopes to not be seen.  We would talk and gaze into each other's eyes, enjoying the moment.

At night, we would simply meet behind the fence of my backyard, near a tree so that Jacob could hide in the shadows if someone came walking by.  Just a few minutes to hug and kiss brought us each back to center.

A couple of times during the summer, the kids were away so Jacob would come to my house.  I'd have the blinds closed and my bed ready.  We would lay together, usually naked, caressing and kissing each other.  We would talk about everything going on in our lives, while holding each other tight.

A few times, Jacob came over to bath with me.   I had the tub filled with hot water and bubbles, awaiting his arrival. I was so nervous the first couple of times.  Not that I had a reason to be...

Jacob is the most gentle, sensual, considerate, tender-loving sweet man I have ever met.  He never does anything to my body without first asking my permission.  All he ever does is treat me with respect and care.  He cherishes who I am, and would never purposefully hurt me.  He puts my needs and wants above his own, and never pushes me to do something that I say 'no' to.  He is made for me and shows me a love like I have never had before.

He is the man I want to spend the rest of my life with.